I wonder what it's like

to be able to have such an effect on someone
with every word you say
every expression you make
every touch that connects
every thought that's expressed
every step you take
every little thing you forsake.
To be able to make someone's heart ache
with the way your hair billows
the way your brow furrows
the way your teeth shows in a smile
the way you dress in just the right style
the way you always says goodbye
the way your silhouette is framed against the sky.
I wonder how it feels
to never struggle to be heard
to have someone hang on your every word

to receive help whenever you need
to never realise the pain you breed
to appear so close yet be so far
to collect all these hearts
in your little jar.

Oh how i wonder.