i like blogs
i can write whatever the fuck i want
then just delete it later
before people sees them
it makes me feel naughty
fuck this world
fuck my life
im not gonna finish this assignment
which means i wont pass the practical component
which means ill fail this paper
which means i wont be able to graduate this year
which means i wont be able to do post grad next year
which means i will have to waste a year
which means i probably will end up working instead of going back to uni
which means ill end up in some shitty dead end job that pays shit
which means ill run around everyday kissing peoples ass just to keep my job
which means no girl is going to want to marry me
my parents will prob kick me out of the house
ill get depressed
ill stop going out
ill lose all my friends
then ill get even more depressed
ill start doing drugs
spend all of my time gambling
lose all my money
start stealing supplies from work
get caught by the fat receptionist lady
be forced to have sex with her just so she wont rat me out
drink every night just to be able to fall asleep
then one day ill just give up altogether
and commit suicide
or die from hunger
and thats how easily everything can fall apart.