So i might as well write a blog post!
Trolololol you mad cops? Apparently there were alot of them outside the
bar and around K road, but somehow i managed to elude them and got home
safely. This will be the last time i drink and drive (hopefully). A
chain of events recently have made me realise how precious life truly is
and how easily we can lose it if we behave irresponsibly. So from now
on, im going to be a more responsible person, for my sake.
WOW, what a fun filled night. I expected the worst and it pretty much turned out for the best. If you're reading this Sarah Ding Dong, happy birthday again and thanks for inviting me and thanks for having such an awesome party.
Im really glad i went to this party tonight. I thought about not coming, due to fears that it would be awkward and i'd have a shit time but no, it was really good. I managed to accomplish what i set out to do. I caught up with friends, wished Sarah a happy birthday, and made amends. I guess i've finally tied up all my loose ends, and now i can finally move on and embrace my new life. It was heartwarming to see everyone so happy and enjoying themselves. One of the most redeeming qualities about humanity is our ability to forgive and forget, and i really witnessed that tonight. Things almost felt as if they never had changed. Almost.
Im really glad i went to this party tonight. Im sincerely happy for my friend. I think she's found a real catch. He's a hard worker and seems like someone who can challenge and motivate her to become someone better. I am truly happy for the two of them and i wish them both the best for the future.
Im really glad i went to this party tonight. Now everything feels so clear to me. Its obvious where my future lies. I feel motivated, empowered. I feel even more compelled now to fulfill my dream, because thats all I really have, besides myself. I feel so happy right now. So happy that i could cry. Theres nothing weighing down on me anymore. Nothing holding me back. Im free. Free as a fucking bird.
I feel like ive really matured over these past few months. Im alot more comfortable with myself and my responsibilities, and a lot less insecure. I don't think its a new breed of arrogance, but rather a quiet but unshakable belief in my own capabilities. I want to become more humble, more tolerant of others, more understanding, because these are the kind of people who are truly confident in who they are. I've quit smoking, i've quit starcraft, and i truly look forward to the future and the fresh challenges it will bring.
Just on an ending note, i'd like to say that i love all my friends, and that life is beautiful. Au revoir!
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