Thirty days hath September
April, June and November
All the rest have thirty-one
Leaving February the lonely one
But once every four years
February leaps towards its peers
As the calendar and moon aligns
February now has twenty nine.
Wednesday, 29 February 2012
Tuesday, 28 February 2012
友谊万岁
这首歌献给世界上所有的朋友。不管他是否在你身边，真正的友谊是不会被时间和距离给漂白的。哪怕天有多高，地有多厚，再艰巨的困难也可以被克服，被溶解。即使过去美好的日子只剩下遥远的记忆和一张旧照片，最后世界末日时站在身边的还会是朋友。
Sunday, 26 February 2012
Lol the good thing about this day and age is that...
Even if you graduate from highschool thinking you'll never see that pretty girl who sat next to you in chemistry class again, the truth is you can still stalk her on facebook.
Saturday, 25 February 2012
Wednesday, 22 February 2012
Look at the stars, look how they shine for you
lol im such an angry sad drunk. but wow, im so surprised i didnt vomit last night. i must've had at least 11 or 12 drinks. pretty much downed a whole bottle of soju by myself. yea im hard like that, cause im from west auckland ;D
best arm wrestle with donald ever, fuck that guy is strong. never have i expended so much effort trying to beat someone in an arm wrestle before.
i hope people didn't get annoyed with my horrible singing :DDD
i still haven't been able to cry, despite drinking so much last night and listening to all the sad songs. but maybe one day ill meet someone who can give me back my tears again. just like in True Tears n_n
i dont even know what my problem is tbh. i think im just emotionally and mentally weak, or maybe it was just the alcohol.
i think as of late ive been somewhat of a little bitch. you know how some people are just good at talking, but are useless when it comes to the walking? well im just going to walk the walk now, and ill talk the talk later when ive achieved something.
i never thought of myself as the jealous type, but last night kind of proved me wrong. but now that i think about it, what do i have to be jealous of? every one of us have our own individual qualities, there is no need to try and be like someone else. i just need to be myself and accentuate my own individual qualities.
finally opening up to my mum yesterday gave me such a sense of relief. i feel like a burden has been lifted off my shoulders. i never knew she knew me so well. mums really do have magical powers. its clear now what ive been doing wrong all these years. ive lacked perseverance and my own sense of direction. instead ive been following blindly in the footsteps of others. no wonder why im always one step behind everyone else.
instead of showing my 实力, all ive been doing is talk about my 潜力. but as ive now learnt, simply having potential is not enough. people who have real strengths are far more attractive. what im lacking is passion and conviction in what i do. if i dont believe in my own mission, who else is going to believe me?
i think all these years ive been slowly led astray, and as a result ive lost sight of whats truly important. but now i know what the right path is, and how to get myself back on track. theres really no point chasing women when i have nothing to offer them. what i need to do now is fix myself. and the only way to do that is to take action. its time to show my strengths.
"D'you know? For you i bleed myself dry.
For you i bleed myself dry."
Monday, 20 February 2012
"如果要告别, 如果今夜就要和一切告别
如果你只能打一通电话, 你会拨给谁?"
Lol this line gets me every fucking time.
Sometimes, a single decision can transform your entire life.
Sometimes, lack of action can have even more drastic repercussions.
A friend recently told me that she was disappointed with her university experience, not necessarily because the institution and the lifestyle that comes with it is shit, but rather because of how she chose to approach it.
I feel that the past 3 years of my life have been somewhat bitterly disappointing. Walking up the marble steps of IC today for the 4th year in a row, i couldn't help but look at the first years running around with their blue UoA bags with a touch of envy. I feel slightly ashamed of my seniority, because i am still stuck at the same institution after my designated 3 years, while others have taken flight to embark on a new adventure and chase their dreams elsewhere. It is as if i have been walking through a maze all these years, and time after time i have made the wrong turn, only to be met with a dead end. It has already been 3 years, and i am still miles away from the promised land of a fulfilling career. How i wish i could be a freshman again while knowing what i know now. How i wish i could start all over again.
"会不会 有一天 时间真的能倒退
退回 你的我的 回不去的 悠悠的岁月?"
I really wish i could go on the road trip. It'll be the first of its kind with this group of friends, and i think the memories made will last a long time. However sometimes sacrifices have to be made. With uni looming so close, i think this is the mature thing to do. I'd hate to upset my parents again. I hope that my decision to not go will be a show of my determination to work hard this year. It will be the first of many sacrifices. Maybe it'll all be worth it in the end, maybe not. But i believe this is the right thing to do.
I was watching 老男孩 again today. I think it tells a story that each and every one of us can relate to. It is a story about the precious and irrevocable nature of time and youth (the best gift in life) and how they are often squandered foolishly and naively. It is a story about the pains and sorrows of life as we lose those that we love and care for, and as we fail to achieve our dreams. However rather than fading with time, dreams become more precious as we grow older, and we should never let go of them. No matter what direction we have taken, in the end we are all heading in one direction. And while we may not be able to live the life that we all have dreamt of, we still have lived. We've still experienced every moment of joy, happiness, pain and sorrow. And we will have a full album of memories to reminisce. I think that everyone of us are very brave. That despite all of life's failures, disappointments, bitterness, and horrors, we are still able to greet each other with a smile.
Listen to this song, the lyrics are fucking beautiful. I will sing this at my graduation.
I believe that the most precious things in life are the people in our lives, and the time that we spend with them. Our family, our friends, our colleagues. Even the strangers that we have chance encounters with. So cherish every little moment, make the most of your life, don't squander your youth, and never let go of your dreams.
peace out.
如果你只能打一通电话, 你会拨给谁?"
Lol this line gets me every fucking time.
Sometimes, a single decision can transform your entire life.
Sometimes, lack of action can have even more drastic repercussions.
A friend recently told me that she was disappointed with her university experience, not necessarily because the institution and the lifestyle that comes with it is shit, but rather because of how she chose to approach it.
I feel that the past 3 years of my life have been somewhat bitterly disappointing. Walking up the marble steps of IC today for the 4th year in a row, i couldn't help but look at the first years running around with their blue UoA bags with a touch of envy. I feel slightly ashamed of my seniority, because i am still stuck at the same institution after my designated 3 years, while others have taken flight to embark on a new adventure and chase their dreams elsewhere. It is as if i have been walking through a maze all these years, and time after time i have made the wrong turn, only to be met with a dead end. It has already been 3 years, and i am still miles away from the promised land of a fulfilling career. How i wish i could be a freshman again while knowing what i know now. How i wish i could start all over again.
"会不会 有一天 时间真的能倒退
退回 你的我的 回不去的 悠悠的岁月?"
I really wish i could go on the road trip. It'll be the first of its kind with this group of friends, and i think the memories made will last a long time. However sometimes sacrifices have to be made. With uni looming so close, i think this is the mature thing to do. I'd hate to upset my parents again. I hope that my decision to not go will be a show of my determination to work hard this year. It will be the first of many sacrifices. Maybe it'll all be worth it in the end, maybe not. But i believe this is the right thing to do.
I was watching 老男孩 again today. I think it tells a story that each and every one of us can relate to. It is a story about the precious and irrevocable nature of time and youth (the best gift in life) and how they are often squandered foolishly and naively. It is a story about the pains and sorrows of life as we lose those that we love and care for, and as we fail to achieve our dreams. However rather than fading with time, dreams become more precious as we grow older, and we should never let go of them. No matter what direction we have taken, in the end we are all heading in one direction. And while we may not be able to live the life that we all have dreamt of, we still have lived. We've still experienced every moment of joy, happiness, pain and sorrow. And we will have a full album of memories to reminisce. I think that everyone of us are very brave. That despite all of life's failures, disappointments, bitterness, and horrors, we are still able to greet each other with a smile.
Listen to this song, the lyrics are fucking beautiful. I will sing this at my graduation.
I believe that the most precious things in life are the people in our lives, and the time that we spend with them. Our family, our friends, our colleagues. Even the strangers that we have chance encounters with. So cherish every little moment, make the most of your life, don't squander your youth, and never let go of your dreams.
peace out.
Hello
so like my eye's kinda infected, so i probably should stop staring at my computer screen and go to sleep. but i really dont want to. cause going to sleep means having to face a new day, and im not sure i can deal with the future right now. its been a pretty fun past few days, my ass has barely touched home. its times like these that i really wish i didn't live with my family. its not that i dont love them, im just craving a more independent lifestyle right now. i want a 9 to 5 job and my own apartment. ill work hard during the weekdays, and party with my friends on the weekends. i feel like my summer has only truly just begun, and already uni is only a week away. where did the past 3 and a half months disappear to? time really does fly. does this mean ive just been doing the same things over and over again? or that im having the time of my life?
although im entering the new school year with a sense of dread and trepidation, there is also a slight feeling of excitement. i can finally find out what my true potential is. if i can work hard and persevere through the toughest of times and still triumph. if i can really achieve something great and make something of myself. if i can become someone my parents are proud of and someone who can support his wife and kids. will i be able to get 9A+s? and will i finally be able to find a girlfriend?
lololololol so like its a quarter after one.
yes, im all alone and i need you now.
jokes.
sif im that weak.
but fuck, im so confused right now.
maybe uni is a good thing, itll allow me to distance myself from everyone and everything, and just focus on my studies.
oh how life toys with me.
although im entering the new school year with a sense of dread and trepidation, there is also a slight feeling of excitement. i can finally find out what my true potential is. if i can work hard and persevere through the toughest of times and still triumph. if i can really achieve something great and make something of myself. if i can become someone my parents are proud of and someone who can support his wife and kids. will i be able to get 9A+s? and will i finally be able to find a girlfriend?
lololololol so like its a quarter after one.
yes, im all alone and i need you now.
jokes.
sif im that weak.
but fuck, im so confused right now.
maybe uni is a good thing, itll allow me to distance myself from everyone and everything, and just focus on my studies.
oh how life toys with me.
Wednesday, 15 February 2012
lol its february 15th, so its not sad if i say this...
but i am a fucking awesome guy. like seriously. any girl would be lucky to have me, cause i would give it my all to make her happy. you're gonna regret this someday :p
well, thus concludes another chapter in my life. now i can finally say with certainty, some dreams dont come true.
but that's okay. each failure is just another stepping stone to success, right? i remain optimistic about the future, especially now that there is nothing to hold me back. i dont think ill end up miserable, just like how i dont think you will end up miserable either. no matter how long it will take, things will work out in the end. life just has a knack for doing that, i know it.
i know i will eventually find what i am looking for, just like how i know you will, so dont give up hope.
although i do i wish that embrace couldve lasted a little longer, or maybe like forever.
but best not to linger on the past. i will now move on with all my might, no matter how hard it may be. i have no regrets though. it was fun being the fool once again. id do it all over again.
i just wanna say thanks to my friends Simon, Sarah, Jeannie and Krystina, who have supported me through all of this and being there for me. I love you guys very much.
so yea, although every rose has its thorns, every night also has its dawns. once you've hit rock bottom, the only way to go is up. LOL cheesy i know, but give me a break, its 4:30am and ive had a few.
okay, peace out =]
well, thus concludes another chapter in my life. now i can finally say with certainty, some dreams dont come true.
but that's okay. each failure is just another stepping stone to success, right? i remain optimistic about the future, especially now that there is nothing to hold me back. i dont think ill end up miserable, just like how i dont think you will end up miserable either. no matter how long it will take, things will work out in the end. life just has a knack for doing that, i know it.
i know i will eventually find what i am looking for, just like how i know you will, so dont give up hope.
although i do i wish that embrace couldve lasted a little longer, or maybe like forever.
but best not to linger on the past. i will now move on with all my might, no matter how hard it may be. i have no regrets though. it was fun being the fool once again. id do it all over again.
i just wanna say thanks to my friends Simon, Sarah, Jeannie and Krystina, who have supported me through all of this and being there for me. I love you guys very much.
so yea, although every rose has its thorns, every night also has its dawns. once you've hit rock bottom, the only way to go is up. LOL cheesy i know, but give me a break, its 4:30am and ive had a few.
okay, peace out =]
Tuesday, 14 February 2012
Monday, 13 February 2012
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