lol so i just got rejected for another job application

Guess I'll add it to my long list of Girls Jobs I couldn't get.
Even though its happened before numerous times; even though I know I'll eventually find one; I still feel can't help but like shit at the moment.

Owell. Failure breeds desire, and desire breeds success right? Or failure breeds depression, and depression...well..leads to suicide =/

Lol jks, I would never take the easy way out. My friend told me that last Saturday some Indian guy from her apartment jumped off the building and committed suicide. Unless you've been sentenced to solitary confinement for the rest of your life or is about to die a slow and agonizing death, I can't fathom why someone would voluntarily end their own life. In the end, no matter how shit things get, you still have yourself. You still have food to enjoy. You still have sleep to enjoy. You still have porn to enjoy. You still have freedom to enjoy. You still have fresh air and blue skies and pretty flowers to enjoy. If a guy can endure 25 years of solitary confinement and maintain the will to live, I think we can too.