Okay, i lied.

I wish i had an unlimited supply of NZT (the drug used to enhance brain fucntion in Limitless).
Right now i have zero motivation and my brain isn't even working. All i want to do is sleep. My eyes have the dull glazed look of someone whos given up all hope on life.
I think my life is getting pretty close to the point where i hit rock bottom. Man, if only NZT existed, or something equivalent. Something that'll get me out of this slump, and turn my life around.