lol, 2000 word assignments seem like nothing these days

im feeling a little down today. maybe its because i fucked up in bball trials today and might not make the team. or maybe its cause im running out of time to finish my assignments and study for my exams. i dont know.

but whatever. cause hey life aint fair, 3 in the if you just dont care. just gotta pick myself back up and keep on trucking.

zzz i have ZERO self control...

I am so weak minded! I used to watch movies and see some 'good' guys succumb to evil and get their minds corrupted because they were weak-minded souls and only the strong will and pure heart of the main protagonist managed to overcome the corruption and id think that if i was one of the characters in the movies, i'd never get corrupted cause i was so strong. well its all bullshit. i'd probably be one of the first insignificant characters to become a pawn of evil. cause i simply have ZERO self control. even now, as i type this post, i am procrastinating so i wouldn't have to study. asdkghhaslkejgfsd what the fuck is wrong with me. the next 3 weeks will be one of the most critical moments of my life and if i do not prevail all my hard work this semester will go down the drain. i need to finish my assignments. i need to study for my exams. i need to succeed, so that i can make something of my damn pathetic existence and know that i did not live in vain.

sigh. fuck this, im gonna go study.

or am i.....

Community

Just finished the third season of community today. I love what the show has developed into. While it still has managed to retain its funny elements, community has gained so much depth and substance this season. I feel like i am good friends with every one of the characters. Their antics, their flaws, i find it all so endearing. I know its just a show, but the gestures of friendship, compassion, kindness, and forgiveness really warms the heart. The main cast really gives off a sense of unity, a sense of community, and you get the feeling that no matter what happens, they will be able to weather it because they have each other to lean on. Sure, each episode is pretty formulaic, but somehow it never gets old. Even though you know the problem will always be resolved at the end, you still feel a sense of relief when it does. And you will always be left smiling at the end of every episode. I think that's what having real friends is about. No matter what happens, at the end of the day, you'll be left smiling.

Interesting times ahead. EXCITE!!!

Write one paragrah, relax for a whole hour.

This should be a meme! People who do assignments will know what i mean.

At least it was here

Give me your hands
Show me the door
I cannot stand
To wait anymore
Somebody said
Be what you'll be
We could be old and cold and dead on the sea
But I love you more than the words can say
I can't count the reasons I should stay

Give me some rope
Tie me to dream
Give me the hope
To run out of steam
Somebody said
It can be here
We could be roped up, tied up
Dead in a year
I can't count the reasons I should stay
One by one they all just fade away

I'm tired of the wait and see's
I'm tired of that part of me
That makes up a perfect lie
To keep us between
But hours turn into days
So watch what you throw away
And be here to recognize
There's another way

Give me some rope
Tie me to dream
Give me the hope
To run out of steam
Somebody said
It could be here
We could be roped up, tied up
Dead in a year
Oh I love you more the words can say
I can't count the reasons I should stay
One by one they all just fade away
But I love you more than words can say